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Autumn
The ever cherished warmth of summer drasticly fades away and changes into this cold, crisp aired season.
Autumn- hearing it's name reminds me of a past tense me wearing dark brown boots,
purposely stepping on the dark red brittle leaves to hear the crunching sound that emits from it.
The faint, distant memories of trick-or-treating with my old friends and
chomping on more of the sugary and drool-worthy candy gathered in my pillow case than I should have return
Well, here comes Autumn again: I give my farewells to my visits to the hot, sandy beach and warm sun.
And before I can accept the new weather, Autumn greets me with it's sudden cold grip,
fresh air and freezing gusts that makes every goosebump on me rise

Vivi-English Lyrics

Lyrics by me. They're based off of VGperson's translation. I do not own the song at all.



The words I don't say and swallow down, always seem to come back and trail after me
The words that I spit out when I'm aggrivated, I know for sure I can never take back
When my lips open, the words smell of lies
When they obtain form, their meaning becomes unclear
Nothing goes the way I really want it to go
I'm worthless, aren't I?

I love you Vivi- once tomorrow's sun comes up
Our farewell will approach, and I'll have to leave you here
In this drowsy town constructed by heeping ash piles
You and I have been placed and put there together

Here's the draft of the letter I will hand to you
I put a lot of thinking into it
And yet as beautiful as you always will be
The draft ceases to have any words written on it

Why does it always come to this way with words?
Why do they always turn to bleeding lead-like lies?
Why do they turn into birds with no direction?
Why must they be filled with dirt?

I love you Vivi- once tomorrow's sun comes up
The us of us today, will surely pass away
But please go and erase, everything I just had said
Because there's nothing I really need to say at all...

Swirling, mixing, melting amber colors
embrace a falling balloon and flying caribou
A bronze turkey, born with no legs
And a tap-dancing mindless cuckoo

The overwhelming news channel reports
"More children from the town have vanished like flies"
Although I have the feeling I'm crying, I'll sing
The swimming little fish observes me silently

Though my heart's pleas of help have faded (woah woah woah)
I've decided, I'll walk with you once more

I love you Vivi- once tomorrow's sun comes up
Our farewell will approach, and I'll have to leave you here
In this drowsy town constructed by heeping ash piles
I decide to leave it, and along with it you too

Silence surrounding us, I finally felt your touch
And just as usual, no words came out from me

I love you Vivi
I love you Vivi
But in reality our love, is a bittersweet farewell












Dear dad,

While you do do a great job at supporting the family, I've been having a few questions and difficulties for the past year with you. I've noticed, for a while, that mom is the only one who seems to clean around here. David simply doesn't care, and while I have small motivation, whenever I clean with her I always stop half way through because of one thought: the house will never get clean if we all don't pitch in.

When David helps us, it's pulling teeth to even get him to do it. And he's basically no help, since mom has to direct him to do everything. He can't get an idea on his own, which is probably caused by his ADD (which I don't hold against him). But, a

To answer the childfree adults:

No, I don't want to do Danny. I'm a 13 year old, an age where most would be pretty uncapable but could possibly give birth. The thought of having sex with someone at an age this young disgusts me unlike how you know. Your comments did not anger me, though. I would have expected this from people who say they won't have children, but probably will let their partner get them pregnant so they're with them forever.

To hate children is very.. well, hypocritical. We were all children once. I'm still a child, yes. Just an older one. We were all the annoying, loud, screeching, needy, always-hungry, always-thirsty, complaining, and innocent children. It saddens me to think that you wouldn't want to raise something that gives you more love than any soulmate you could possibly get. But, I get it. You're all very selfish.

Also, I am sensitive. It was very childish of me to troll, I will agree with that :P. And I'm sorry for not thinking of your opinions(even if you didn't think of mine). But that doesn't give you the rights to mock me. That makes you ten times more immature than I am, and I'm probably 20 more years younger than you are.

And, actually, I do have hobbies. They include drawing, writing stories, creating music, playing piano, singing, and animating in my free time. I am often busy, though, so I don't get much time to go on the internet. Also, you're saying I have no hobbies, but yet you're all bashing a young kid on live journal because you're all butthurt because I trolled you guys? Really? Is that all you do, go on livejournal and spew hatred about children and how if you ever got pregnant, that you'd get an abortion since they're the devils' spawn? Wow, great hobby. Makes you seem very kind and caring, along with intelligent.
It comes down to egocentrism. Almost all of you are egocentric. You still want to be a teenager: you want to have fun, party, and do what you want. You don't want to have to take care of these evil things called children, something that needs to be taken care of because it can't fend for themselves. I understand, but it's disgusting in my mind. Unless you cannot afford giving birth and paying for a child, you're unable, you have no interest in the opposite sex, or you're too busy to take care of it, I can't see why you wouldn't want a child. You'll never have a better and stronger bond with anyone else, you know.

Yet I'm sure a handful of you have dogs that you love to death. Ever wonder why you loved them, but that you don't want children? It's because they're easier to care for. Granted, I understand. But it's still repulsive. You'll bring these dogs everywhere with you: to the park, in the car when you're ordering a coffee at Dunkin Donuts, to your beach house you rent out every year and walk it along the sand. To you, your animals are like your children, because you have none.

We were put on this world to reproduce, so why won't you? Whether if you believe in God or not, we really were put on here to have sex and give birth. While we do have an option, most people end up giving birth because of the un-explainable, beautiful bond between a parent and a child. We wake up in the morning to the sounds of baby birds chirping, starved for food and waiting for their mama to come back and feed them. But it's too much of a nuisance to feed a young baby, right? They're just an accesory to you. Something you can bring around with you and show off, like your new BMW car or your new Coach bag. They mean nothing to you.

In short, yes, I understand why you don't want children. But, in my opinion, it's repulsive and makes me want to puke. And no need to insult my life, I write on here not for the public, but as a journal for my self to vent. Hence the name livejournal.com. I never said that you wanted to have sex with your coworker or your husband/wife's cousin, now did I? No. I'm not even that serious with him. I like him a lot, but not in that way.



If you're going to act like mature adults who stand for the right of not having children, then  be mature.

Hide and Seek- singable lyrics

Ding-dong
Hurry get up, open the door
I'm here
There's no use hiding from me

Ding-dong
Hurry get the door
I'm behind you
It's too late to run away from me now

Eyes peering from a window
Your's and mine met for one second
Two eyes frozen from fear
I want to observe them up close

Ding dong
I'm coming in, no excuses
Go and run away,
Let's play tag and enjoy ourselves

Ding dong
I'm already in
Go and hide real good,
Let's play hide-and-seek and have fun

Your loud, thumping footsteps
Can be heard from so far away
Your ragged breathing
Can be heard from so far away

Hide more better,
I can see your terrified eyes
Hide more better,
I can see your terrified eyes
Hide more better,
I can see your terrified eyes
Hide ever so tightly now

Knock knock
I've been waiting in front of your door
I will now come in,
I don't need your permission

Knock knock
Now I'm in your room
Where is your hiding spot
Surely it will soon be "Game Over"

My eyes glanced under the bed,
in your room but you were not there
where could you be hiding?
maybe inside of your closet?

Ding-dong
At last I found you

Ding-dong
This is where you've been
Now you're it

Ding-dong
I've found your hiding spot
Now you're it

Ding-dong
I have won this game
Now you're it

Ding-dong
Ready to be punished?

Ding dong
It's become a "game over"
No one's left

Ding dong
Goodbye to everyone

Writer's Block: Wishing Well

What world from a video game would you most like to live in? What draws you to this fictional universe?

Either Skyrim or Minecraft. Skyrim would be quite stressful, with killing dragons and all that stuff, but it's just so beautiful.. And minecraft, well, it's very peaceful, but also can be very stressful, just like real life.

Writer's Block: You're Outta Here

If you could wipe one book, movie, or television franchise off the face of the planet (it never existed, nobody will remember it ever existing), what would it be and why?

I grew up watching Spongebob and I'm not stupid.. Yeah, it is ridiculous at times, but other shows are much worse than that. At least Spongebob had (yeah, had. It's kind of repetitive lately) different, interesting characters. The only show that actually matches Spongebob is creativeness and stupidity I'd have to say is Adventure Time.

Writer's Block: You're Outta Here

If you could wipe one book, movie, or television franchise off the face of the planet (it never existed, nobody will remember it ever existing), what would it be and why?

Oh god, there's so many, I can't just pick one!

Toddlers and Tiaras- raising young children to put pounds of make up on their faces

Jersey Shore- makes everyone of us new joyseyus seem like douches. We're not all horrible, and we don't all have that horrible accent eitha!

Twilight- probably the worst book and movie series to be ever made.

Writer's Block: Dollars for Pixels

What's the highest amount of real money you've ever spent to obtain something in your favorite online game (new armor, better weapons, special powers, etc)? What makes the game worthy of spending your hard-earned cash on it?

I probably spent about 300 dollars in all on buying all the sims 1 and sims 2 games, and some sims 3. Was a waste, since there are so many bugs that it becomes un-enjoyable.

Jun. 2nd, 2012

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
One four-year-old screaming. I hate it when little kids scream.
152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
I need to re-read them once more..
153. Who are you the most jealous of?
Anyone who's got a normal house.
154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
Playing xbox with my boyfriend while drinking a coca cola!
155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?

156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
My dad, we're always arguing.
157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
Vocaloid :D
158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
Umm, well, my family has. My mom's best friend, Pam, died while my mom was in the hospital after having my brother david. 2 years later, they want to her grave with him. He randomly ran up to her grave, which they didn't even know where it was, and hugged it..
o.o
159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is?
Mystical.
160. Do you get offended easily?
Yeah, I'm a bit sensitive.
161. Would you still love and stay with your significant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?
Yeah, looks don't really matter that much to me c:
162. Do you believe in fate or free will?
Free will!
163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
Nope, I'm not that boring and I still get really bored.
164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
It can change, but we will always have obstacles to go over.
165. What changes are you afraid of?
Divorce in my family, becoming very poor, my boyfriend breaking up with me, breaking because of depression, etc.
166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
Night person for sure.
167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
I don't listen to cds.
168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
Office.
169. What's the coolest job you ever had?
The only jobs I've had are babysitting and school. They both suck.
170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
My house.
171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
Yeah, but I have no talent or skill with it. I would love to be a voice actress though.
172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
My brother david. He would shut up.

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
Pieces. It's fishies c:
174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
Nope!
175. Are you in constant fear of death?
Nah, I'm scared of it, but I'll have to deal with it.
176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
Nope.
177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?
Yeah.
178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
Yes! Not comics, though, more manga.
179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
Around 9 or 8, my grandma's.
180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
Nothing, I rarely put on lotion. I use deodorant though, of course.
181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
My mom.
182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?
The bellybutton :P
183. What is your favorite band?
Well, that'd have to be A Perfect Circle.
184. What's the best cheesy 80's song?
All of them.
185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date?
A super bloody and gory one.
186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
Middle.
187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
I don't believe so..
188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
If it was to help animals in need of homes and babies in need of homes, yeah, I would.
189. Candles or strobe lights?
Candles.
190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
I didn't watch nor read them.
191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
Depends on looks. Usually threat, especially if they look like a pedo.
192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
Natural.
193. What do you really want to buy?
Another vocaloid, a mixing program, more video games.
194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
Living in the streets and subways tunnels with someone you love.
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
The Hunger Games? I dunno.
196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'?
Yup!
197. In what sense are you a minority?
Minority? What's that again? Lol :P
198. Are you anti social?
At some times, yeah.
199. Do you photograph well?
No, I hate taking pictures, and when I do it's almost always a fake smile.
200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?
No, we're too big of pussies to do so.